Friday, December 23, 2005


Am taking a bit of a break from this blog..... the investigations seem to be moving pretty well albeit slowly. (biar lambat asalkan selamat, I'd like to think)

Brought in all the necessary medical records, they've been flown in, duplicated and submitted to the appropriate people.

I'm also meeting a healthy number of people who have been bashed up. It is quite alarmingly, shocking and appalling. But two heads... or should i say, more heads, are better than one.

Need to take a break. May head off to our apartment in Milan and then the country home in Como sometime soon for a nice chill, some shopping and a good detox since things seem to be moving fine. This time of the year is also great to ski, and the view from the back of the house faces the Alps... sunrise right now is breathtaking. It makes you forget about all your worries and concerns and opens your mind and heart to new feelings and possibilities. When I'm there I like waking up extra early, making a cup of hot chocolate and watching the snow change hues as the sun comes up.

I miss the people I have there too, family and friends and then there's just Italians in general.... such a colourful nation. And I think that after going through sooo much in Malaysia it'll be nice to see the others I consider family and that other place I consider home, just to relax and take a break. I am Malaysian and will always be, through and through, but getting beaten up in a public place and then encountering all these difficulties over what should be a small issue to tackle is distressing. How come there are so many beatings, why is it nothing much is being done on an administrative level, why is it such an uphill battle for a victim in a place considered "developed"?

First world infrastructure, third world mentality... that's what someone said to me once.

Hope I can make a change with this, there's no other reason why I feel so strongly about this whole thing.

p.s..... people who have apartments in Milan and appreciate the morning sunrise over the Alps do not "do" public toilets.


Saturday, December 03, 2005


Will be observing a silence in the comment box for the weekend till I decide whether to permanently remove posting rights or not.

Those who'd like to send me messages, please do so via email. Alternatively you can register to this blog as a member to comment.

I've just been receiving too many complaints from people about the swearing and the nonsense.

My apologies for the inconvenience.



Answering Questions

Cheerios people.

My apologies from being away from the blog. I have been so busy of late, travelling and work.

Anyhow, I've been receiving a lot of email from people wanting me to respond to these two particular posts. As you all know I do not quite bother with the trolls. Considering I'm telling the truth I really have no issue with adverse propaganda of any kind. It does look like it serves a particular purpose for certain parties, and those with intelligence can see this through and through.

Here are the answers to the relevant posts I have received most queries about.



Zouk.Abuse said...
you idiots.
dont want to believe me?
hope u all get bashed up for no reason.

all i wanted to do was to get sperm into my cunt. do i deserve to be bashed? do i? DO I?????

moron detractors..
just wait..if u morons ever make it hard for me to win this case because of the lies u all spill out as being witness even though u were not there, i will get my strong white bf to kick yr little asian / chinaman / indian ass!

morons! uneducated fools!



To the person who wrote this -

Firstly, your punctuation is grossly flawed. Whatever attempts to sound intelligent fell flat on your face. I make the effort to use caps lock where capitalisation is not only justified, but essential.

Secondly, I do not use words like "u" or "bf". Mixing that with big words like "detractors" to sound like me is a cheap shot.

By the way, I'm mixed "Chinaman" + "Indian" and I would never in my right mind claim that my people have "small asses". Far from that, I know what we're capable of. Half of where I derive my strength from is my heritage. Dream on me knocking my own people, the same Chinamen and Indian guys who know that hitting a woman and a sick man under any situation is Wrong.

This has nothing to do with race, do not turn it into a racial issue. I am not a racially motivated person, which is why I do not judge the colour of my loved ones or friends. This is not a racist situation because it is not. It is a simple tragedy about violence and unprofessionalism on the part of the management.

And I like signing off "///Z.a" and not "///Z.A".

To the party who attempted the forgery - find someone with half a brain to help you type something more believable.



Ok, I have just gotten a phone call from Ju-Lee asking me what I know about this case. Now who is scared?

Anyway, I told her like I tell everyone, if you believe you are so right, let's bring it to court and see where you stand. I'm sure after Zouk shows the CCTV of your bf trying to be a smart hero, the whole world will see who provoked and started hitting the bouncers first.

No wonder your boyfriend is smart enough to remain quiet. He is the real guilty party in all of this.

Scared now eh Ju-Lee? I'm sorry...but I cannot help you and I am not on your side.

Please stop calling me.

24 November, 2005 22:09


Joseph Lee.... Who in the world are you?

If you would like to identify yourself to me please, do send me a contact of some kind. Actually no don't bother because you're obviously a waste of time.

Sending out blanket comments on my blog claiming that I've been calling you is ludicrous. Why would I bother to call you when my phone numbers will turn up on your mobile phone, or if I have been calling a landline, how would you know it was me unless you made the effort to go to the police station and lodge a report, following which I would have been reprimanded for harassing and stalking you.

A person who publicises her plight on a blog and then begs someone for help covering things up.... that's believable.

Secondly, the only reason why my beloved fiancee is not replying to this mess is because he has been recouperating from the sorry state the bouncers put him in. Do not a sleeping tiger as being harmless o' foolish one.

Your claims about the CCTV is complete rubbish. I've made this very clear. If there is any kind of CCTV, release it to the police - not only for my case, but the other cases where other people have been bashed up. Send the truth in all the cases out. I would jump for joy watching the footage of bouncers beat people up in a court of law.

Because under any circumstances - whoever provoked whatever in any of the cases or whatever justification they may have had at the time - hitting a person is still assault. The CCTV if it even exists will never come out because it will implicate the parties involved through and through.

So if you are in the position to bargain for the CCTVs release - DO IT.

And the fact that you can talk about the CCTV makes me reallly think which party you are really from. I do not think that you are an insignificant little troll. Tell me Joseph Lee - who do you Really Represent?

What do I care if I have Signor Joseph Lee on my side. Just another nobody. That's probably not even his real name. And besides I'm not looking for supporters. People come when things are right. I am looking for justice. It is an infinite and deep concept that certain parties think they can avoid with the strength of muscle and bullying.

Hrmmmm. Right now I'm torn. I've got a lot of requests from people to actually censor and curtail the comments in this blog because the silliness is a huge pain to the eyes.

Then again, people like Joseph Lee really do leave behind surprising clues amidst the scatter brained commentary.

Will think about it but do not be surprised oh trollers if I do change my mind.... abuse of free speech is abuse nonetheless.